For some reason, I just feel like blogging but I don't know what i wanna sayin about. I have so much to say, so many words in my mind and now it all turned blank ...... Couldn't sleep every night, I wonder am I been cursed ? No matter how tired I am, I just couldn't sleep till 5-6 in the morning. Felt so miserable, my plans aren't going the way I want, I guess life has never been easy, especially to me. It took me so long to walk out from all these nightmares but why are u pulling me back in again ? I don't give a SINGLE fuck about u anymore!! who do u think am i ? Do u think I am still that stupid girl who's always listens to all the words come from ur freakin mouth? Sorry, I've changed. I don't wanna get hurt anymore, I'm defensing for myself and I don't care if I hurt u .u never ever thought about me, how hurt I was and how upset I was because of u! idc if u wanna call me a bitch, a whore, a slut. I always try to be nice to everyone around, it was u who do not appreciate for all i did for ur own motherfucking sake !!! I ain't ur TOY, call me when u have no one to talk, look for me when you need help, come to me when you're bored.. Breaking my heart for countless times and there u go, you just walked away like there's nothing happened.... I would never wish bad things about u.. Stop messing with my mind, please go away... All I'm asking for is just a peaceful life ... nothing much, is it that hard ? by:GhostWriter