i'm living in a fantasy ~ i can't accept the reality. my life is just like a nightmare . i fall in every steps . everyday is just the same like yesterday . everytime i woke up , i searched for a sunrise . the light ray peeping out trough the clouds. in the night , the moon and stars around it always accompanied me. "the future is not for ours to see" . i'm always wondering why should i care about my life when i just born to die? life is full of surprise. sometimes it's just like sugar coated by all the sweet memories but sometimes it is just like a steel coated by rusts , full of sorrowness . it's just like me, myself . i'm just like a rusting steel. i'm useless, i can't be useful for myself neither to anyone else. sometimes , i hate myself but, i'm still grateful . i'm just hoping that someday, my life gonna change :) i pray for a better tomorrow . i've granted by today . so i will make sure that today , will be my happiest day ever so it would be the greatest memories for me to remember in a future. it would be the memories that last forever ;) by:Ghost Writer