Too often the trend in our society is for people to be separated from either other, to be cut off from the great mass of humanity, and in doing so to be dehumanized a little bit more with each step. Cars have taken us off the streets, where we used to greet each other and stop to chat. Cubicles have taken away a bit of the humanity in working, as have factories and even computers to some extent. Television has planted us firmly in our living rooms, instead of out with other people. Even movie theaters, where many people get together, cut us off from true conversation because we’re staring at a big screen. And while I’m not railing against any of these inventions (except perhaps the cubicle), what we must guard against is the tendency of that individuality to have us focused on ourselves to the exclusion of our fellow human beings. The tendency towards selfishness rather than giving, on helping ourselves rather than helping our brothers and sisters in humanity. I’m not saying we’re all like that, but it can happen, if we’re not careful. So strike back against the selfishness and greed of our modern world, and help out a fellow human being today. Not next month, but today. Helping a fellow human being.if that kindness is passed on, it can multiply, and multipy. So take just a few minutes today to Put a smile on someone’s face.i’m sure you can come up with thousands more if you think about it … it all matters more than you know. "how far that little candle throws his beams!so shines a good deed in a weary world" -- William Shakespeare

There are certain people who come into ur life and go, and there are others that leave a lasting impression.i know people change. Sometimes change is inevitable as u grow. I know all that. I know i've changed too. life is unpredictable. One minute we were happily laughing like there's no tomorrow and the next day we became strangers .I didn't have time to react. I didn't have time to even swallow everything. Like everything else in my life (I'm starting to realize) that as a human, u just need to continue ur journey through life. Is that so? What is happening to my life? I don't know. All I know is it is changing quite rapidly. I accept that it is partly my fault for maybe being too demanding but she ain't a saint herself . Over a week we have changed so much. I feel ok most days but sometimes I just can't take this. Does anyone know any good read or link on what a good friend is Shit like this do happen. One minute u are happy and next minute you just cannot stand the other person. That's how I feel my life is. Upside down isn't it? It's true that we can never be that perfect person because the others requirements were keep changing isnt it ? So better to be honest ? Hurm. It makes perfect sense. I guess so.. I might going to do that. Maybe. Or try to do that at least. Should I? Shit I have no fuckin idea !! >___< my ego level is tooooo damn high ;(

For some reason, I just feel like blogging but I don't know what i wanna sayin about. I have so much to say, so many words in my mind and now it all turned blank ...... Couldn't sleep every night, I wonder am I been cursed ? No matter how tired I am, I just couldn't sleep till 5-6 in the morning. Felt so miserable, my plans aren't going the way I want, I guess life has never been easy, especially to me. It took me so long to walk out from all these nightmares but why are u pulling me back in again ? I don't give a SINGLE fuck about u anymore!! who do u think am i ? Do u think I am still that stupid girl who's always listens to all the words come from ur freakin mouth? Sorry, I've changed. I don't wanna get hurt anymore, I'm defensing for myself and I don't care if I hurt u .u never ever thought about me, how hurt I was and how upset I was because of u! idc if u wanna call me a bitch, a whore, a slut. I always try to be nice to everyone around, it was u who do not appreciate for all i did for ur own motherfucking sake !!! I ain't ur TOY, call me when u have no one to talk, look for me when you need help, come to me when you're bored.. Breaking my heart for countless times and there u go, you just walked away like there's nothing happened.... I would never wish bad things about u.. Stop messing with my mind, please go away... All I'm asking for is just a peaceful life ... nothing much, is it that hard ? by:GhostWriter

i'm living in a fantasy ~ i can't accept the reality. my life is just like a nightmare . i fall in every steps . everyday is just the same like yesterday . everytime i woke up , i searched for a sunrise . the light ray peeping out trough the clouds. in the night , the moon and stars around it always accompanied me. "the future is not for ours to see" . i'm always wondering why should i care about my life when i just born to die? life is full of surprise. sometimes it's just like sugar coated by all the sweet memories but sometimes it is just like a steel coated by rusts , full of sorrowness . it's just like me, myself . i'm just like a rusting steel. i'm useless, i can't be useful for myself neither to anyone else. sometimes , i hate myself but, i'm still grateful . i'm just hoping that someday, my life gonna change :) i pray for a better tomorrow . i've granted by today . so i will make sure that today , will be my happiest day ever so it would be the greatest memories for me to remember in a future. it would be the memories that last forever ;) by:Ghost Writer

sometimes i felt like i'm useless ~ i'm just a frail girl.i'm hoping for nothing.. . i can't describe my own feelings . i'm just like a wilt rose in a fragile vase .i don't like being ignored but i'm always being ignored. i always pondered myself what future had to offer? is it the same like I faced today or it might be different?all I want is just living in a simple life, with someone that always be by my side ,cares a lot about me and always gave a strength and reasons to me for living my entire life. not much.am i being greedy? after all , i should just forget about the past but i can't.i'm always being haunted by a bitter memories. sometimes death is the only choice. well, REST IN PEACE DUDE :P . but nah, i'm still wise ;) everytime i remember about it , i will breath deeply and think positively. my journey trough life is still far away ;) i should stop thinking negatively and be strong. yes, it's the only way :) with all supports from my bestfriends, yes , i can ! i should just let it go ! i should breath deeply and let the soothing winds to determine my route. someone told this to me , "nothing is impossible if u possible it :p" haha well said, dude.. yeah but i replied this to her " then try to staple water on a tree?" lol i'm just teasing u ,dude, ;) i know it is possible but it's hard .but after all u should work on it. u must not let a negative thought rules ur mind:) i can make a change! for a better life . because tomorrow may grant me a chance, tomorrow may bring me a joy and tomorrow is a key to the future. i can make my dream comes true, yes i can ! by:Ghost Writer

SIMPLE PLAN : UNTITLED ;-))


I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

Fix you by ColdPlay

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth